Sometimes I wished I never bought this game to begin with, not that I'm not happy with the game itself, but because I feel so lonely playing by my self. I mainly bought the game because it looked cool and it would be a fun experience with my brother and my cousins, but when I showed them they didn't show interest in anything. My brother specifically makes me feel very uncomfortable playing around him because he likes to say insults to me when I play it in front of him or when he comes to me. My cousins just don't show any interest at all. So I have no one to play with. I mainly watch youtube videos of the game because I see them having fun with friends and strangers, wishing that was me... only to realise that won't happen. I sometimes play the game to atleast try to improve, but nothing works out and I get frustrated because I feel so lonely... It makes me cry everyday, playing this game, knowing there is no one to be with or experience this with me and actually enjoy. My dreams of becoming a Rivals Of Aether E sports player grows smaller and smaller each day. I don't feel joy like I used to feel about this game. And I hate sounding this annoying on the internet about a game. I'm just no longer happy playing this "good" game. And also the reason I don't play online is because I don't have good internet speeds. So yeah, I just want one friend to play with, that's all I want...