I'm great! You should quit drinking though and seek help. Asap!

Feel that fire in your chest that doesn't want to give up no matter how hopeless things seem? Listen to it. You're stronger and more capable than you think. I've walked through fire many times and what I've learned is only you can pull yourself out.

Be a sword, let the fire forge you. Listen to the silence, life is hell and just when you think things couldn't be worse you get hit by a train. This is the universe testing your resilience. Remember how much your life changes in a year. This isn't forever brother and you are beautiful. To feel pain, hopelessness and exhaustion is to be human.

Stay good, stay loving and you will find the sun shines again. You're not alone and you're not worthless. Its time for you to shine.

Originally posted by Not meꑭ:

So, guys, how are you doing? Living, planning, dreaming, huh?

I've been scheming a super evil plan.



You see, I am not the biggest fan of my job, the boss is an asshead, it is a dangerous job and at times really draining, so I came with a perfect scheme. I am about to donate blood, get 3 days off, combine it with national holiday and get 2 extra days, AND weekend on top, so I can go to the village in Bosnia and ignore all responsibilities and life for a few days, and nobody can stop me, ahahahahaHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!

Originally posted by Sixtyfivekills:

Originally posted by Not meꑭ:

So, guys, how are you doing? Living, planning, dreaming, huh?

I've been scheming a super evil plan.



You see, I am not the biggest fan of my job, the boss is an asshead, it is a dangerous job and at times really draining, so I came with a perfect scheme. I am about to donate blood, get 3 days off, combine it with national holiday and get 2 extra days, AND weekend on top, so I can go to the village in Bosnia and ignore all responsibilities and life for a few days, and nobody can stop me, ahahahahaHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!

A Bosnian vacation with a taste of anti-tank mines. Damn, buddy, you’re going to have explosive weekends

This sounds like a change-inducing thread. Cheers to that.

I'm not offended that I ended up in a situation where this damn draft for war or an order could kill me. What offends me is something else this world that just stands by and watches, instead of putting an end to it. It trades my life like it’s a commodity. Damn, even the plot of Emesis Blue would be more real.

https://youtu.be/HUgZ7kztPBs?si=h2djLpSB3Fu_okUl

Originally posted by Not meꑭ:

I'm not offended that I ended up in a situation where this damn draft for war or an order could kill me. What offends me is something else this world that just stands by and watches, instead of putting an end to it. It trades my life like it’s a commodity. Damn, even the plot of Emesis Blue would be more real.

I can only imagine The frustration, uncertainty, fear and anger you must be feeling. I can't believe how disgusting people have been to your countrymen, I used to teach Ukrainian children and you are among the best of us.

There are many of us in the world who are absolutely disgusted by how you have been treated and how certain leaders have betrayed you. Remember good always wins, you are an amazing man and you deserve to come out of this and build the life you deserve.

Demons control the world right now but things are always darkest before the dawn. You are a hero brother, all of you.

Embrace the pain of life and keep pushing through, otherwise what other choice do you have?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ly63TWmr6F0

Originally posted by Not meꑭ:

So, guys, how are you doing? Living, planning, dreaming, huh?.. And life t just collapses with a snap. Just like that, in a moment. Mine is already broken. My damn life has long since fallen apart.

To hell with it. And with you. And with everyone.
I don't even understand why I'm still here.
Why I'm still breathing, still typing this useless text.

When you're drunk, reality changes. And I regret staying in this world even more.
But even more I regret writing this now.

I work seven days a week in a warehouse doing manual labor. The other employees are all extremely aggressive old men who are always ready for a fight. None of them speak English and they all smell like ♥♥♥♥. Overtime is mandatory and these guys never go home. At the end of the shift they keep working and if they keep working I can't leave. It's like this every day. Eight hours turns into fifteen and I have no choice. I have no life outside of work and the pay sucks. Safety standards don't exist. Forklift drivers will run into you and nothing happens. There is no HR. No female employees. Break is 10 minutes and you only get one break per shift. No HR means no PTO, you just ask your always-angry boss if you can have off and he either says no or says yes and then forgets and they you get in trouble for taking off and don't get paid. The pay sucks. I have no friends. My car was repossessed when Biden killed my last job during the pandemic. My apartment is a run-down ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ in the ghetto and I hear gunshots every night. My family disowned me for no reason. I hate everything.

Originally posted by Shibby:

Feel that fire in your chest that doesn't want to give up no matter how hopeless things seem? Listen to it. You're stronger and more capable than you think. I've walked through fire many times and what I've learned is only you can pull yourself out.

Be a sword, let the fire forge you. Listen to the silence, life is hell and just when you think things couldn't be worse you get hit by a train. This is the universe testing your resilience. Remember how much your life changes in a year. This isn't forever brother and you are beautiful. To feel pain, hopelessness and exhaustion is to be human.

Stay good, stay loving and you will find the sun shines again. You're not alone and you're not worthless. Its time for you to shine.

I don't know where you came from but your presence is appreciated.

Life, we NEVER appreciate it UNTIL we are FIGHTING for it.

A friend from US Airborne said 'enjoy the suck, because everybody else around you is suffering. Look at them and take strength from what they are going through' .

That was as sentimental as he ever got. There is a certain truth to it.
Made me smile a few times in odd circumstances.

1 drink a day keeps the doctor away. Alcohol does have benefits but in moderation. I take 1 shot in the morning. I take 1 shot at noon. I take 1 shot at 3PM. I take a shot at 6 and then another one at 9.

Doing this has worked very well for me and saved me a lot more money than I would've had if I'd gone to a shrink and paid 200-300 bucks x 50 lmao

Originally posted by Breathe:

I don't know where you came from but your presence is appreciated.

Just a long time lurker, you're appreciated! We stand alone, together.