stuff

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stuff

things

I work, I get paid, I buy dumb things I like, rinse and repeat.

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Trying to detach myself emotionally from certain people in real life after years of being in friendly terms with them. I still feel hurt but this is slowly making me more numb emotionally and I can hardly open up to anyone now, though I still talk and crack jokes with some people. I don't know if I can be genuinely happy while maintaining a certain distance from everyone but I think it would be for the best.

I feel that. I had a mental breakdown and left my IRL friend group's Discord and nobody really reached out to me. I think I'm just a background character. Nobody really cared to get into my things but were very open about getting into others stuff. It's not their fault, I just didn't fit in as always.

I don't have anyone that invites me to things or wants to have sleepovers with me or hang out at my house or vice versa. It's really lonely. I've tried filling the void with Discord servers but always found I was putting my values and beliefs second hanging out with weird people to fill a void.

I only have my boyfriend in France but...since I got my full time job we've barely had time for each other. And we have our online friend we speak to sometimes but he has his own life too.

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I work, I get paid, I buy dumb things I like, rinse and repeat.

trueee

2 a.m. coffee/stoned

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2 a.m. coffee/stoned

:scum_knuckles:

same but replaced stoned with sloshed also its afternoon here

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2 a.m. coffee/stoned

:scum_knuckles:

I'd love to be stoned rn, but I've put on some weight from munchies lmaoo

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stuff

things

Moments

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2 a.m. coffee/stoned

same but replaced stoned with sloshed also its afternoon here

mmm alchy

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I feel that. I had a mental breakdown and left my IRL friend group's Discord and nobody really reached out to me. I think I'm just a background character. Nobody really cared to get into my things but were very open about getting into others stuff. It's not their fault, I just didn't fit in as always.

I don't have anyone that invites me to things or wants to have sleepovers with me or hang out at my house or vice versa. It's really lonely. I've tried filling the void with Discord servers but always found I was putting my values and beliefs second hanging out with weird people to fill a void.

I only have my boyfriend in France but...since I got my full time job we've barely had time for each other. And we have our online friend we speak to sometimes but he has his own life too.

I hope you and your boyfriend still meet once in a while and maintain contact. Sometimes an SO is all a person needs.

Yeah, he's been to America thrice and I been to France twice. I want him to come back but I'm worried about immigration services, he's an anxious and private guy

watching squid game, studying and trolling babies online uwu

Life is…. a struggle until I get back on my feet. Dealing with financial issues to the point where I had to cancel my anime convention. May have to wait til December or even next year for my next photoshoot.

Watching Star Trek: Voyager, while making tea, and pondering some project problems, then maybe go find a game to play, we'll see.

currently waiting for my desk and nvme to arrive then i move out finally of this ♥♥♥♥ house and away from my sister and then i will be at peace with my partner