I totally understand. I tend to feel that way alot. I don't think it's a sexuality thing so much as like a trust and bonding thing. I mean, I dunno if you can identify with that, but maybe?

you never know until you experiment with other people
some guys i've met thought they were straight, and then they met me

It means you have developmental disruption and probably some form of brain function compromise, like the rest of us. The composition of the "empty schizoid core" for example matches the effects of mercury poisoning. But, that's not convenient. So we slap on "schizoid" or "autistic", perhaps "avoidant", and call it a day. There's also the effects of EMFs, which mess up the hypothalamus.

You're anxious about the idea of being physically close with a woman

nail a chick you have a mutual trust with
then go with whatever you feel when you have more confidence

Originally posted by Edward Von Worms:

Straight, gay or Bisexual, how do you know?

That's a media thing. They really like the idea of people being divided into easy to market to groupings.

You will be attracted to who you are attracted to. It's that simple. Love is blind.

Once attracted, you will, at some point, decide if you want them in a sexual capacity or if you just admire them deeply. You can love people that you don't have sex with. There's nothing straight or gay about love.

Alternatively, some people just really like sex. Those people can choose a group (such as men or women) that they prefer to have sex with, and then terms like gay or straight become useful in finding partners to have sex with. That's about sex, not love. Gay and straight (and bisexual) are about marketing yourself for sexual encounters.

You can, of course, love the person you are having sex with, but straight and gay are terms that don't matter if you just want to love someone.

Originally posted by Edward Von Worms:

Most people seem to understand there sexuality for me this is not the case, i've always fantasised about girls but when i finally found one things got weird. It wasn't the fact that she was a woman it was just that i feel uncomfortable being that close to another human being. doesn't matter which sex they are, What does that mean? i just wish someone would tell me what the F is wrong with me.

You might want to look into astrology. Astrology shouldn't be taken as fact, but it can be helpful to feel more normal, since all that stuff is applied generically. It can also be useful in getting you to think more about how you work, and also think about how others work and how you and their inner workings could affect the overall relationship.

PS, I don't mean horoscopes. Those are worthless. Just look up your birth sign and read up on that. And your past partners, look up their signs. And then look up relationship compatibility of the two signs. It can be helpful if you aren't able to figure out why things weren't working out. It's generic, so it doesn't give you specifics, but it can be helpful in getting insight, especially if you don't presently have the skills to understand the situation.