It is. As a lone wolf alpha male, I don't need any friends, let alone feel the need to mess with friends i don't even need. I've been in monk mode for the past 3 years, ingesting red pills and meditating on female nature and the different laws of power and attraction. I am stronger, tougher and sharper than any blue pilled beta who feels the need to have a social and romantic life. I don't need any sexual activity either, I've been doing nofap for those 3 whole years while also never picking up females like I used to since i realised it's a waste of time. I now run a nootropics and crypto investment business where i'm projected to be making 7 figures by the end of next year. I still believe in the sanctity of marriage so I do plan on getting married, just not with a liberal college "educated" stacy who's been riding the carousel since her teen years. I am the alpha terminator, and nobody can stop me. Peace.

3 in my ass

Recently I started listening to dwarf fortress music on a loop 24/7 even at night while I sleep. It has burned into my brain and the days have started to become a blur. Despite listening to it for over 100 hours already, I still can't remember how it sounds. There has not been a single second of silence for over a week. The sound of the music causes me to only sleep 1 hour per night, and my house has no windows. I haven't seen daylight for over a week. I haven't taken a breath of fresh air for over a week. Time has vanished from my life, darkness has taken it's place. Pain and pleasure are both just as forgettable, I have forgotten what the difference is between the two. Each second, minute, hour, or day is no different from the last. Everything that happens has the melancholy guitar of dwarf fortress playing in the background. Just as I can't remember how the music sounds, I'm beginning to forget myself. The slow decaying sound of dwarf fortress music is the only thing that still ties me to reality.

after living for 1305324 year i found that i was extremely homosexual in the way of liking big black oily men looking at me and im starting to think its not normal