Jesus is a mass murderer? God damn, never knew that. I think I will praise and love Him even more now!

I will love myself right now. But is good message. :D

Good people are not that hard to find. One just has to take it slow. Folks just too often confuse nice talk with actual kindness which might need a lot of time to show because is very situational!

Originally posted by Krisz994:

Only love i can get is the fake one. but even then im still unable to get that too

Maybe because you need to change a few things which people already mentioned a few days earlier? Atleast for you to get what you feel like you want. But either way people will feel love towards you, no matter how you feel about yourself. :)

We all do, some just forgot but will remember in time.

We are all hot and warm on the inside.

Almost forgot to say it. I love you all.

Originally posted by Krisz994:

What i did in here was pretty pathetic of me i agree with that. and for that im deeply sorry, i had no idea this would happen, right now i was even freaking out when i read those messages, i know i ignored those helpful tips you provided me, and it is because im already give up, i dont even know what to do anymore, only plans i have is get friends or kill myself, but i cant do any of those...

You don't manage to get any friends because you seem to rely on others to have your life improved. Imagine you see a broken down cart and someone needing help with it, you start helping to push it but you notice, the person who cried for help is still sitting atop of the cart, still not happy but not giving any help at all from the top either. Would you continue pushing for possibly years wasting away your life for probably nothing cause you don't even know where you pushing that cart to cause they can't even tell?

You gave up because you never really tried properly not being able to see the success that can come from it. Do you regularly exercise? Do you read any books to broaden your mind? What else do you do but sitting at the PC? If you want people to help, you need to provide more information, mate.

Originally posted by Krisz994:

Try find friends on discord? i already try doing that for like 4 year on different apps but people just not interested in being friend with me and they just stop talking to me after a time :c

You don't need to be trying anything online, mate. .
Your case is as crystal clear as your pee should be looking at the comments u been posting in the groups the past months. What you need is not death but positive male model roles giving you guidance. Being a bitch online won't get you anywhere.

You talk about killing yourself like it is nothing yet you have not managed to do it. You tried it trice but have not paid the price so you not exactly getting anywhere this way, right? Should this not be sign enough to you that this is not the way?

You will not find happiness in trying to find online friends, irl friends or a partner because in this current mental state you are in you will always feel like you are dragging down everyone around you, being a nuisance. And your partner might end up leaving your ass because you do not use your time to improve your situation as it is. If u actually manage to attract someone.

You need to find strength in this life, my man. Because you will never know if you ever get the chance to change a damn thing ever again. This might be our only shot. Our whole life is ahead of us full of choices and we need to take them. And this requires to take actions, not to pity and be sorry for ourselfs. It might take time to gather that strength and that is no shame either.

Try to be the man you would want to fall in love with if you were a woman!

Addendum: I agree with Azarilh, try to read up as much as possible when it comes to philosophy on life, you might take lessons from reading that might carry on a lifetime.

I love him. Best thing that could've happened to this world!