Sounds like you are too good hearted to shortchange someone for your own benefit, which is one of the tenants of successful, profitable business.

Business in which one person wins and one person loses is not nice.

Oh no! Here's a hug! <(^.^)>

Don't forget that there are people out here who care about the world and everyone in it-- And that includes You!

How are you feeling today? It's been a few days, but depression is a bog that you sink into with no escape like quicksand.

My advice would be to seek medical attention. Have a nice chat with the people in white and let them give you some happy pills. Sertraline is an amazing thing.