The fact that this post caught my attention too late really breaks my heart.

Life can be very hard sometimes and in these moments we become aware of the fact that we're all just fragile creatures, roaming this planet in search of ourselves. Deep inside of us we all have this innocent soul of a child. We think that we're invulnerable until we face a heavy stroke of fate. Feeling lost, lonely or unloved are the consequences.
But that should be no reason for giving up on life entirely. If we overcome these hard times / circumstances we will be stronger than before, believe it or not.

I don't know if anyone is reading this at all. But if thats the case let me tell you that even if you maybe don't believe it: there are people who love you, people who care for you. They're maybe your family, your friends or some friends on steam you never met in real life. The point is that:
you are not alone
You have to find those people you can talk to. If you trust them, just open yourself.
And if you don't want to do that, there is help online:

Find a helpline in your country: http://www.befrienders.org/

Chat with people who care for you (anonymous): https://www.7cups.com/

Some advice to cheer you up: thedawnroom [thequietplaceproject.com]


P.S.: Everytime I feel sad or depressed, I listen to this song:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6E5m_XtCX3c (Ocean Man by Ween)
It really helps me smile again.
I don't know who or what an Ocean Man is and I don't care either, but this song makes me happy somehow. I really don't know why. It might be not the type of music for everybody, but I thought I just share it with you...

R.I.P. 10kayleeblue2001