I am a 27 yo male, coffee-fueled developer / streamer who's been afflicted with borderline personality disorder.

I write code for the Weather2 Remastered Minecraft Mod and for my own projects.
I own a game server hosting organization ( HydrogenHosting.org ).
I stream on twitch when my bpd allows. https://twitch.tv/professorhikari
I play games like Final Fantasy XIV, Team Fortress 2, Palworld, and Minecraft.
Some of my hobbies include photography, pc / tech support, and weather observation / prediction.
I love music. Mainly rock, but sometimes I browse radio channels, too.

Now that the war is through with me
I'm waking up, I can not see
That there's not much left of me
Nothing is real but pain now...
• Metallica - One

Melodic overdose
In you I heard a sign
Screaming from in the shadows
Emotions intertwined
Emotions IN-TER-TWINED!

Of one mind and of one soul
We unite to write our code
So bleed your message at the tone
'Cause we don't have to feel alone

And of one mind, of one soul
We unite to write our code
'Cause in the company of hope
We don't have to feel alone
Feel alone
• Motionless In White - </c0de>

I'm ready to bury all of my bones
I'm ready to lie but say I won't
So tell me your secrets
And join me in pieces
To rot in this garden made of stones
Eternally yours
Eternally yours
• Motionless In White - Eternally Yours

I've swallowed myself but the fever remains
I'm numb to the pleasure but still feel the pain
If I showed you my soul would you cover your eyes?
If I told you the truth would you dare me to lie?
• Motionless In White - Voices

So how do I apologize
And put the tears back in your eyes
When every canvas that I paint
Is a masterpiece of my mistakes?
And in the light of my demise
I see my failures in your eyes
Every canvas that I paint
Is a masterpiece made of my mistakes.
• Motionless In White - Masterpiece

So try and love me while you can
And take the time to understand
As long as I can touch your face
You know I'll never leave this place
If only in my mind...
• Avenged Sevenfold - Tonight The World Dies

Sorrow sank deep inside my blood
All the ones around me I care for and most of all I love
But I can't see myself that way, please don't forget me.
Or cry while I'm away...
• Avenged Sevenfold - I Won't See You Tonight, Pt 1

Sorrow sank deep inside my blood
All the ones around me I care for and most of all I love
But I can't see myself that way, please don't forget me.
Or cry while I'm away...
• Avenged Sevenfold - I Won't See You Tonight, Pt 2

Codename: The Meme Machine
MBD: AORUS Z690 Master
CPU: 12th Gen IntelⓇ Core™ i7 12700KF @5.00GHz (12c 20t)
RAM: G. SKILL Trident Z5
SSD: MSI Spatium M480 Pro 1TB (7GB/s)
Game Drive: 2x WD_BLACK SN770 1TB (2TB NVMe, RAID 0, 10GB/s)
GPU: ASUS GEFORCE RTX 3060 Ti KO LH
PSU: EVGA SuperNOVA 1600W G2
Case: Pansonite Airflow ATX Tower
Keyboard: EVGA Z15 w/ Bronze Switches
Mouse: Logitech G502 Hero
OS: Win 11 LTSC (Custom build, local account, no bloatware, somehow I still get updates :>)