ᴀʟʟ ɴɪɢʜᴛ, ɪ ᴛᴏꜱꜱᴇᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛᴜʀɴᴇᴅ, ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ ꜰᴇᴇʟꜱ ᴏꜰꜰ, ɪ’ᴍ ꜱᴛᴀʀᴛɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ɢᴇᴛ ꜱɴᴀᴘᴘʏ, ᴏʜ, ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴅᴏ ɪ ᴅᴏ? ꜱʜᴏᴜʟᴅ ɪ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴜᴘꜱᴇᴛ? ꜱʜᴏᴜʟᴅ ɪ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴍᴀᴅ? ɪ’ᴍ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏɴʟʏ ᴏɴᴇ ɴᴏᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡɪɴɢ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴅᴏ (ɴᴏ ɴᴏ ɴᴏ ɴᴏ), ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴛɪᴍᴇꜱ, ʏᴏᴜ ʙᴜʀɴ ᴍᴇ ᴜᴘ, ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴛɪᴍᴇꜱ, ʏᴏᴜ’ʀᴇ ʟᴏᴠᴀʙʟᴇ, ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴏɴꜰᴜꜱᴇ ᴍᴇ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴍᴏʀᴇ (ɪ ᴅᴏɴ’ᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ʜᴏᴡ ʏᴏᴜ ꜰᴇᴇʟ), ᴛʜᴇɴ ᴡɪᴛʜᴏᴜᴛ ꜰᴀɪʟ ᴀꜱ ɪꜰ ɪ’ᴍ ʙᴇᴡɪᴛᴄʜᴇᴅ ʙʏ ʏᴏᴜ ɪ ɢᴇᴛ ᴘᴜꜱʜᴇᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ᴘᴜʟʟᴇᴅ ᴀʀᴏᴜɴᴅ (ɪ ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ᴅᴏɴ’ᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡ).

ɪᴛ’ꜱ ꜱᴏ ᴏʙᴠɪᴏᴜꜱ, ɪ’ᴠᴇ ꜰᴀʟʟᴇɴ ꜰᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ ʙᴜᴛ ɪᴛ’ꜱ ɴᴏᴛ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ʏᴇᴛ, ɪᴛ’ꜱ ᴀ ꜱᴇᴄʀᴇᴛ, ɪᴛ’ꜱ ɴᴏᴛ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ʏᴇᴛ ɪᴛ’ꜱ ɴᴏᴛ, ɪᴛ’ꜱ ᴍʏ ʜɪᴅᴅᴇɴ ꜰᴇᴇʟɪɴɢꜱ, ɪ ꜱᴛɪʟʟ ᴅᴏɴ’ᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ʏᴏᴜ, ʜᴏɴᴇꜱᴛʟʏ, ɪ’ᴍ ᴀꜰʀᴀɪᴅ, ɪ’ᴍ ꜱᴏ ꜱᴄᴀʀᴇᴅ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ’ʟʟ ᴛʀᴇᴀᴛ ᴍᴇ ʜᴏᴡᴇᴠᴇʀ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ꜱᴏ ɪᴛ ᴍᴀᴋᴇꜱ ᴍᴇ ᴀᴄᴛ ꜱᴛʀᴏɴɢ, ɪᴛ’ꜱ ᴀ ꜱᴇᴄʀᴇᴛ, ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ ɢᴏᴇꜱ ᴀʜʜ, ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛʜɪꜱ, ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ꜱʜᴀᴋᴇ ᴜᴘ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ, ɪᴛ’ꜱ ꜱᴏ ᴏʙᴠɪᴏᴜꜱ, ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴀɴ ꜱᴇᴇ ɪᴛ ꜱᴏ ᴄʟᴇᴀʀʟʏ ꜱᴏ ꜱʟᴏᴡʟʏ ᴄᴏᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇ, ᴛʜɪꜱ ɪꜱɴ’ᴛ ʀɪɢʜᴛ, ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ, ɪᴛ’ꜱ ᴀ ꜱᴇᴄʀᴇᴛ.

ɪ ᴅᴏɴ’ᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴀɴʏᴍᴏʀᴇ, ᴘʟᴇᴀꜱᴇ ᴛᴇʟʟ ᴍᴇ ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ꜱᴏ ɪ ᴡᴏɴ’ᴛ ʙᴇ ɴᴇʀᴠᴏᴜꜱ ᴀɴʏᴍᴏʀᴇ, ʜɪᴅɪɴɢ ᴏɴᴇ’ꜱ ꜰᴇᴇʟɪɴɢꜱ, ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ɴᴏᴛ ᴄᴀʀᴇ ɪᴛ’ꜱ ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜᴀʀᴅ ꜰᴏʀ ᴍᴇ, ᴍʏ ꜱᴇᴄʀᴇᴛ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅɴ’ᴛ ᴛᴇʟʟ ʏᴏᴜ, ʏᴏᴜ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ɪᴛ ɢʀᴏᴡ ᴅᴇᴇᴘᴇʀ ɪɴᴛᴏ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ, ʜᴏʟᴅ ᴏɴᴛᴏ ᴍᴇ ꜱᴏ ɪ ᴡᴏɴ’ᴛ ʙᴜʀɴ ᴜᴘ ᴀɴʏᴍᴏʀᴇ ꜱᴏ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ᴡᴏɴ’ᴛ ʙᴇ ᴀɴʏ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ꜱᴇᴄʀᴇᴛꜱ ᴀꜰᴛᴇʀ ᴛᴏᴅᴀʏ.

ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ʜᴏᴡ ɪ ꜰᴇᴇʟ? ɪɴ ᴄᴀꜱᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ꜰɪɴᴅ ᴏᴜᴛ ɪ ᴛʀʏ ᴛᴏ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ɪ’ᴍ ɴᴏᴛ ɪɴᴛᴏ ʏᴏᴜ (ʜᴏɴᴇꜱᴛʟʏ, ɪ’ᴍ ᴀꜰʀᴀɪᴅ), ɪ ᴡᴏɴᴅᴇʀ ʜᴏᴡ ʏᴏᴜ ꜰᴇᴇʟ, ɪꜱ ɪᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ꜱᴀᴍᴇ ᴀꜱ ᴍᴇ? ᴍʏ ᴛɪᴍɪɴɢ ᴋᴇᴇᴘꜱ ʙᴇɪɴɢ ᴏꜰꜰ (ɪ ᴄᴀɴ’ᴛ ꜱᴀʏ ᴀɴʏᴛʜɪɴɢ), ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ’ꜱ ᴡʀᴏɴɢ ɪ ꜰᴇᴇʟ ʟɪᴋᴇ ɪ’ʟʟ ᴛʀᴜʟʏ ʟᴏꜱᴇ ʏᴏᴜ, ɪᴛ’ꜱ ᴀ ꜱᴇᴄʀᴇᴛ, ɪᴛ’ꜱ ɴᴏᴛ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ʏᴇᴛ ɪᴛ’ꜱ ɴᴏᴛ, ɪᴛ’ꜱ ᴍʏ ʜɪᴅᴅᴇɴ ꜰᴇᴇʟɪɴɢꜱ, ɪ ꜱᴛɪʟʟ ᴅᴏɴ’ᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ʏᴏᴜ, ʜᴏɴᴇꜱᴛʟʏ, ɪ’ᴍ ᴀꜰʀᴀɪᴅ, ɪ’ᴍ ꜱᴏ ꜱᴄᴀʀᴇᴅ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ’ʟʟ ᴛʀᴇᴀᴛ ᴍᴇ ʜᴏᴡᴇᴠᴇʀ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ꜱᴏ ɪᴛ ᴍᴀᴋᴇꜱ ᴍᴇ ᴀᴄᴛ ꜱᴛʀᴏɴɢ.

ᴀᴄᴛᴜᴀʟʟʏ, ɪ ᴡᴀɴɴᴀ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴏᴏ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜ ɪ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ɪ ᴅᴏɴ’ᴛ ᴄᴀʀᴇ (ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ ɪꜱɴ’ᴛ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ), ɪ ᴅᴏɴ’ᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴅᴏ, ɪ’ᴍ ᴀᴄᴛɪɴɢ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛʜɪꜱ ᴡɪᴛʜᴏᴜᴛ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴋɴᴏᴡɪɴɢ, ꜱᴜᴄʜ ᴀɴ ᴀᴍʙɪɢᴜᴏᴜꜱ ᴛʜɪɴɢ, ɪᴛ’ꜱ ᴀ ꜱᴇᴄʀᴇᴛ, ɪᴛ’ꜱ ɴᴏᴛ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ʏᴇᴛ ɪᴛ’ꜱ ɴᴏᴛ, ɪᴛ’ꜱ ᴍʏ ʜɪᴅᴅᴇɴ ꜰᴇᴇʟɪɴɢꜱ, ɪ ꜱᴛɪʟʟ ᴅᴏɴ’ᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ʏᴏᴜ, ʜᴏɴᴇꜱᴛʟʏ, ɪ’ᴍ ᴀꜰʀᴀɪᴅ, ɪ’ᴍ ꜱᴏ ꜱᴄᴀʀᴇᴅ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ’ʟʟ ᴛʀᴇᴀᴛ ᴍᴇ ʜᴏᴡᴇᴠᴇʀ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ꜱᴏ ɪᴛ ᴍᴀᴋᴇꜱ ᴍᴇ ᴀᴄᴛ ꜱᴛʀᴏɴɢ, ɪᴛ’ꜱ ꜱᴏ ᴏʙᴠɪᴏᴜꜱ, ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴀɴ ꜱᴇᴇ ɪᴛ ꜱᴏ ᴄʟᴇᴀʀʟʏ, ꜱᴛᴏᴘ ʙᴜʀɴɪɴɢ ᴍᴇ ᴜᴘ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛʜɪꜱ, ɴᴏᴡ ɪ ᴡᴀɴɴᴀ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ, ɪ ᴍᴇᴀɴ ɪᴛ.