the google doc, for thoose who haven't seen it yet cuz of steam

Hello, I hope you all had a happy holiday, and this month has served you well. It’s been quite long, hasn’t it?

I just wanted to make this to provide better clarity on what’s going on. So, I’m going to be as clear as possible. As of right now, I am not confident in my ability to continue the fanfiction, and I have no intentions to. I’m not going to deny the chance that I might continue it, I’m not going to deny that this might be the last time something like this is made, and I’m not trying to sugarcoat this. There are a lot of reasons that tie into this decision, but I feel more comfortable sharing the reasons that tie into the fanfiction’s production.
Mainly, I feel like I haven’t been doing it right. I feel like I could’ve done it so much better than what I did. It’s like somehow it’s been rushed, yet it also takes way too much time. It’s like nothing is right no matter how I do it. If I want it right, I’d have to re-write the entire thing, and that’s not something I think I can do. An oxymoron like this that just keeps biting me over and over again is something I feel I can’t take anymore.
Additionally, it feels so limited doing a storyline about a bunch of people that came out of a Steam shitposting group. I feel like I can’t do much with just making Paulord, Waylander, and a bunch more of the people that have been around the group have funny fights. It makes me worry that it won’t get popular, or that if it becomes popular, many bad things will come because of it. I also regret adding people from Chemo into it as well as having people that aren’t even involved in the group anymore.
The last reason I want to share right now is the lack of interest I feel for it now. I’ve been more focused on some other ideas I’ve got in mind. I’m getting close to getting my computer up, so I can finally get my art tablet back up and running, and begin getting better at art. I want to make a dope ass comic, and I was thinking of having the fanfiction be transferred later to a comic, but now I don’t think it’d work. In fact, I barely even remember the plot anymore.

I won’t lie that I feel somewhat bad about leaving the fanfiction where it’s at right now, but between me and the fanfiction, I care more about me. So, for now, it’s cancelled. I’m phrasing it like that because I feel like there may be a chance I can come back to it later. Maybe I’ll be doing it on my own again, maybe I’ll have a team with me to make sure it’s all good, or maybe one of you will go forward where I left off. Either way, I’m certain that I’m not going to continue it in the present.
Thank you to those that stuck around while you did, and thank you especially to those that might’ve felt inspired by it. I will still be around doing my thing, and I hope you enjoy the future projects I’ll be working on in the future. Until we get there, my schedule is totally open. Have a good day, y’all.