breath taking

Originally posted by smoking addiction:

breath taking

Pussy. I can't believe you enjoy my passionate&romantic soulful jazz blended with my mastery of ragtime and striding bass piano.

I've emailed a couple of music groups in the UK to try and get help with finding management and studio time as a writer and training to unlock getting better and mixing and mastering, but it will cost me a lot of money. Another music degree would also cost more money and I already have one.

I'm being full mode assertive now. I've unlocked my full autistic superpowers by adding my newfound savant level mastery of language and communication thanks to AI with my existing musical savantry.

Hmmm this is a confident and assertive description to add to my introduction when emailing more music companies -

'I write and compose in style of perfect blend between Alicia Keys and Norah Jones - passionate and romantic soulful jazz, yet blended with my rhythmically perfect mastery of ragtime and striding bass piano. I am sitting on at least 3 albums worth of leading tracks, each one of at least and greater calibre than my current provided demos.'

Oooooohhhhh .... and ....

'I also happen to be a complete enigma - a westernised gay Indian and atheist male - having been told my entire life that 'Indian people can't make music', or when trying to express my desire and passion to others 'Oh wow ... You make music? Let me guess, you write Bhangra / Bollywood music?'. This has caused me to struggle with self doubt due to the relentless onslaught of racial stereotyping I was always faced with, causing insecurity, lost opportunities, and a complete abandonment of chasing my dreams.

As such, I have been unable to find the confidence so far to attempt to build a following or promote myself, only sharing my music with my online friends. I also struggle with autism, and unfortunately would require long term guidance and mentorship from someone who is both assertive, and pushy enough to match my savant level of musical ability and skill, along with professional training to maximise my music production and vocal abilities. I am unable to drive due to poor physical co ordination and have low income from benefits only - but would be eligible for return to work funding from the DWP if any job opportunity even just an internship was offered to me.'

Lol, I'm going all out on 'AI speech maxing' with my newfound superpowers.

Did you pinch your nose when singing due to the foul stench of your music?

Originally posted by Poop King:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AA4C7eI1PV4

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hB7wwLF8S54

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N5MLiQTjT6s

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sCtMe3eqjso

ROAST ME.

a true slow burn, genre-defining gemerald

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Its pretty much hopeless trying anyway. With zero connections, not knowing anyone IRL and no one nowadays bothering to listen to demos, its pointless even trying.

not experimental enough. where's the harsh vocals, overwhelming guitar tone, and powerful pounding drums? you should listen to the song towering flesh by pig destroyer

https://open.spotify.com/track/620GyQb4TdbzfrAIVvFLhg?si=03ecc77b24114632

Originally posted by sweaty 9 year old:

not experimental enough. where's the harsh vocals, overwhelming guitar tone, and powerful pounding drums? you should listen to the song towering flesh by pig destroyer

https://open.spotify.com/track/620GyQb4TdbzfrAIVvFLhg?si=03ecc77b24114632

Yuck. You have crap taste.

Like I don't get it. I'm stuck on improving without lessons or training, and every music community thing you can find is just lame 'sing and play together' type crap.

I'm not trying to become a performer and so all the actual companies won't care because they only approach established performance artists.

Like wtf does it take to even just get unpaid work with training in a studio ffs, or recording focused help.

Why the fuck does one person not simply think 'Imagine how good these songs would be if given to an actual singer and just let this guy be a writer'. Fucking stupid shit, and ofc theres zero help or support for people with crippling autism yet artistic savantry.

Like I just instantly think up full compositions and play / record them from my head with zero effort. I'm not a singer, I just fucking want to make my music.

The reason I won't put them on SoundCloud or such is obviously cos my voice is shit and the tracks could use better mixing. But like zero help or support for composers / writers anywhere, only for fucking performers.

'Learn how to handle rejection' LAWL .... LIKE NO ONE EVEN A BIT PROFESSIONAL WILL EVEN LISTEN TO IT OR EVER GIVE ANY FEEDBACK OR HELP.

Sent the demos into my nearest Music College, gonna see if it's possible to get a funded second degree or not.

I start to search all the dark places that I have found
All the deep creases in my mind that are torn up somehow

I want to keep the pace
I want to figure it out
I've got to do it this way
If I don't, everything stops

Have you ever really noticed the blanket of shame?
From the torment and pain?
As you realize that no one's ever been there
Have you ever looked at the violence you hide?
All the drowning inside?
You can't escape, it's always been there

I tear a hole inside my head to let the demons go
I cut my flesh to purge the hatred from so long ago

I want to keep the pace
I want to figure it out
I've got to do it this way
If I don't, everything stops

Have you ever really noticed the blanket of shame?
From the torment and pain?
As you realize that no one's ever been there
Have you ever looked at the violence you hide?
All the drowning inside?
You can't escape, it's always been there

Close my eyes, I go to sleep
It's always there, I start to weep
(Repeated 8 times)

Have you ever really noticed the blanket of shame?
From the torment and pain?
As you realize that no one's ever been there
Have you ever looked at the violence you hide?
All the drowning inside?
You can't escape, it's always been there

Originally posted by Poop King:

Originally posted by sweaty 9 year old:

not experimental enough. where's the harsh vocals, overwhelming guitar tone, and powerful pounding drums? you should listen to the song towering flesh by pig destroyer

https://open.spotify.com/track/620GyQb4TdbzfrAIVvFLhg?si=03ecc77b24114632

Yuck. You have crap taste.

thankfully i don't take the opinions of people who are named "poop king"