I think it disturbed me at the time,
m̶a̶d̶e̶ ̶m̶e̶ ̶h̶y̶p̶e̶r̶-̶a̶w̶a̶r̶e̶ ̶o̶f̶ ̶m̶y̶ ̶b̶o̶d̶y̶ ̶a̶s̶ ̶a̶ ̶p̶h̶y̶s̶i̶c̶a̶l̶ ̶o̶b̶j̶e̶c̶t̶,̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶m̶a̶t̶e̶r̶i̶a̶l̶ ̶r̶e̶a̶l̶i̶t̶y̶ ̶o̶f̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶b̶r̶a̶i̶n̶.̶ ̶I̶d̶e̶a̶s̶ ̶t̶h̶a̶t̶ ̶m̶a̶d̶e̶ ̶m̶e̶ ̶u̶n̶c̶o̶m̶f̶o̶r̶t̶a̶b̶l̶e̶ ̶a̶t̶ ̶f̶i̶r̶s̶t̶.̶ ̶B̶u̶t̶.̶.̶.̶ ̶I̶ ̶t̶h̶i̶n̶k̶ ̶i̶n̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶l̶o̶n̶g̶ ̶r̶u̶n̶ ̶h̶e̶l̶p̶e̶d̶ ̶m̶e̶ ̶u̶n̶d̶e̶r̶s̶t̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶h̶o̶w̶ ̶f̶r̶a̶i̶l̶ ̶h̶u̶m̶a̶n̶ ̶b̶e̶i̶n̶g̶s̶ ̶a̶r̶e̶.̶ ̶A̶n̶d̶ ̶h̶o̶w̶ ̶p̶r̶e̶c̶i̶o̶u̶s̶.̶ ̶I̶t̶'̶s̶ ̶n̶o̶t̶ ̶a̶ ̶c̶o̶m̶f̶o̶r̶t̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶w̶a̶y̶ ̶o̶f̶ ̶t̶h̶i̶n̶k̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶a̶b̶o̶u̶t̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶w̶o̶r̶l̶d̶.̶ ̶B̶u̶t̶ ̶I̶'̶d̶ ̶r̶a̶t̶h̶e̶r̶ ̶f̶a̶c̶e̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶t̶r̶u̶t̶h̶ ̶t̶h̶a̶n̶ ̶l̶i̶e̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶m̶y̶s̶e̶l̶f̶.̶
JUST KIDDING


IT'S ALL MILTON'S FAULT

NOT WHATEVER CRAP STRATON PULLS OUT OF HIS SWAPPER EASTER EGG