Hot damn good fucking god I needed that thank you .... THANK YOU SO FUCKING MUCH!

Lol all the quotes broke. And its not like my shit is bad, just my fucking voice cos no one will offer training.

Originally posted by sweaty 9 year old:

POOP KING LISTEN TO THIS. I THINK IT WILL CURE YOUR AUTISM AND GIVE YOU INSPIRATION FOR YOUR OWN MUSIC.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UDxID0_A9x4

You know what makes me mad? How does shit like that ever get 'signed' in the first place but my stuff stays ignored?

Metal I can at least understand as a sheer display of musical and vocal talent and aggression, but that shit you linked ... its just atrocious in all ways.

Also someone on some music production forum I used thought that my stuff was a 'new sound' ... like bitch you ever even listened to any of - Alicia Keys, Norah Jones, Vanessa Carlton, Sarah Barrielles, Delta Goodrem etc etc etc.

Idiots who do nothing but listen to shit music with zero actual instruments then think anything that uses instruments is something new jeez ... how straight up philistine.

Originally posted by smoking addiction:

nigga start a fucking journal
or diary

Nah I shall not lol.

Ok so look, I understand that the last two tracks (say it to me / over me) have a few flaws in the production - the first mainly I didn't have access to the right instrument sounds, and a few bits are a tiny bit off time / off key. The second when I tried singing louder on some parts I sound bad.

But 'You Said I' and 'Weatherman' are fucking legendary modern soul & jazz tracks, like wtf why won't any 'professional' accept them and help me with the rest of my ideas, as well as improving them all and vocal training?

Like why no 1 year internship or shit? My home studio is shit, keyboard, mic PC, no 'recording booth' to capture reverb etc.

'You already need a lot of followers' ... I can't without help because fucking zero social intelligence autism, where the fuck is all the UK's 'positive about disability' shit?

Wow ... pay £30 to an A&R company for a promo article for a song ... they specifically stated they were interested in a jazz artist, ethnic background, LGBT etc ....

1 week later ... £30 refunded lawl.

I can't even fucking pay for promo lol.

Today I found both an autism and disabled smaller recording labels, and also contacted Mr Weebl with an offer to have him redo and sing a crappy older silly song of mine about buttstuff.

Originally posted by sweaty 9 year old:

Originally posted by Poop King:

Anyway I was being a bit impatient. My autism need for rush rush stimulation stimulation was deluded into thinking I would ever get a reply within a few days - it generally takes 2-3 weeks to get a reply from labels and A&R.

I'm more surprised though that the local music college hasn't replied - all I asked them for was if I could join any public music groups they run to collaborate, help out, get advice and possibly ask for trainining.

I suppose its time to look up going into the bottom end with 'fun music therapy classes for autists' - except I did email both the main autism and for the first time lgbt support groups for counselling to ask about getting into music activities, and even they haven't replied.

And boy am I dumb, I should actually ask to LEAD those groups, or at least join whoever is currently leading them, I'm fucking grade 8++++ piano and while my voice is shit understand vocal lessons from the youtube teachers I used! Biology & Music degree and I never thought to volunteer to help leading and running the music groups for vulnerable adults, thinking all along that I was the one in need to be in the group!

AND WHY THE FUCK DID MY STUPID AUTISTIC BRAIN NEVER THINK TO ACTUALLY CHASE BECOMING A MUSIC THERAPIST ALL THESE YEARS????

You should listen to this to calm down.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o_jRk2YzYz4

I HATE THIS.

I get the point. Maximise the instruments, the vocals, full core expression of forbidden shit, let it all out as an escapism.

BUT IT OFFENDS MY BRAIN!

Anyway I was being a bit impatient. My autism need for rush rush stimulation stimulation was deluded into thinking I would ever get a reply within a few days - it generally takes 2-3 weeks to get a reply from labels and A&R.

I'm more surprised though that the local music college hasn't replied - all I asked them for was if I could join any public music groups they run to collaborate, help out, get advice and possibly ask for trainining.

I suppose its time to look up going into the bottom end with 'fun music therapy classes for autists' - except I did email both the main autism and for the first time lgbt support groups for counselling to ask about getting into music activities, and even they haven't replied.

And boy am I dumb, I should actually ask to LEAD those groups, or at least join whoever is currently leading them, I'm fucking grade 8++++ piano and while my voice is shit understand vocal lessons from the youtube teachers I used! Biology & Music degree and I never thought to volunteer to help leading and running the music groups for vulnerable adults, thinking all along that I was the one in need to be in the group!

AND WHY THE FUCK DID MY STUPID AUTISTIC BRAIN NEVER THINK TO ACTUALLY CHASE BECOMING A MUSIC THERAPIST ALL THESE YEARS????

I mean seriously if anyone even just one of you would link my videos anywhere it would be much appreciated. I can't anywhere because its always considered self promotion, but ffs linking other people's shit is often fine, and I can't be bothered with multiple Reddit accounts and shit.