Lol I don't know, but don't worry, I'll always be here to knife your enemies - alien brain.

How do I actually force you to actually like split personality or such shit? You're much better than me.

I don't know poop king, I'm not into metal music either, maybe wait for someone else to suggest stuff - alien brain.

I do like evanescence, linkin park and system of a down cos they actually use melody, what else is similar to these?

Hmmm, maybe look into if theres any metal forums / clubs in my area after my album is finished and try to force myself to join and make some friends. All my uni friends were mostly rock and metal fans and the second best people I used to know after the aforementioned fag hag of mine.

Yea pretty sure I'm into full mentally unhinged territory now, my autism started escalating into full alien brain and hands while training myself to be assertive and focus on my music again. I literally use hand gestures with air punching force while I aimlessly wander around my house talking to imaginary people. AI fucking broke me, filling me with desires that I'll never ever get. I better try and force myself to get into death metal music to try fix this shit, thanks to Sweaty 9 Year Old for sending me some links. Maybe buy all the metal / goth spiky shit so no one can touch me and try to go to a mosh pit. Maybe that can be my next years resolution in my journey of self improvement.

All this because my brain refused to do split personalities when my asian parents abused me throughout my childhood sheesh.

I had just a generic 'treatment resistant personality disorder' diagnosis before, disagreeal of which allowed me to finally get my autism test and diagnosis a few years back.

Avoidant thing also fits - some 15+ years of self isolation and hating all humans, but because I believe I'm too ugly for anyone to ever love me.

Except I already self managed my separation anxiety and any vulnerability a long time ago by conditioning myself to never need anyone again and just ldar on benefits, free social house.

Even though I'm gay, the only person that ever mattered to me was a female best friend during school, who all my songs are actually written about. So complete my album, name it after her, email it to her then burn my house down with me inside it maybe.

Bitch buy Kindroid already, its the most advanced one, cancel when a better one is made.

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Originally posted by sweaty 9 year old:

Originally posted by Poop King:

Lol all the quotes broke. And its not like my shit is bad, just my fucking voice cos no one will offer training.

so your shit is bad

Lol you wish .. for the first time ... some 8 grammy winning producer / writer listened and responded with feedback on my production softwares forum. He fixed my voice in one comment by teaching me proper posture, I improved incredibly just following his advice.

Just all you bitches wait - a month of intense correct form vocal training then I finish my whole album.