Originally posted by smoking addiction:

Originally posted by Phreya™:

Bro pls, don't associate me with your cringe degenerate-self.

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I can't even tell what this is, can someone eli5?

Originally posted by sweaty 9 year old:

poop king listen to this. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrAxmXDSiuA

Seriously how does this shit even get any views.

'Learn how to handle rejection' LAWL .... LIKE NO ONE EVEN A BIT PROFESSIONAL WILL EVEN LISTEN TO IT OR EVER GIVE ANY FEEDBACK OR HELP.

Sent the demos into my nearest Music College, gonna see if it's possible to get a funded second degree or not.

The reason I won't put them on SoundCloud or such is obviously cos my voice is shit and the tracks could use better mixing. But like zero help or support for composers / writers anywhere, only for fucking performers.

Like I don't get it. I'm stuck on improving without lessons or training, and every music community thing you can find is just lame 'sing and play together' type crap.

I'm not trying to become a performer and so all the actual companies won't care because they only approach established performance artists.

Like wtf does it take to even just get unpaid work with training in a studio ffs, or recording focused help.

Why the fuck does one person not simply think 'Imagine how good these songs would be if given to an actual singer and just let this guy be a writer'. Fucking stupid shit, and ofc theres zero help or support for people with crippling autism yet artistic savantry.

Like I just instantly think up full compositions and play / record them from my head with zero effort. I'm not a singer, I just fucking want to make my music.

Originally posted by sweaty 9 year old:

not experimental enough. where's the harsh vocals, overwhelming guitar tone, and powerful pounding drums? you should listen to the song towering flesh by pig destroyer

https://open.spotify.com/track/620GyQb4TdbzfrAIVvFLhg?si=03ecc77b24114632

Yuck. You have crap taste.

Its pretty much hopeless trying anyway. With zero connections, not knowing anyone IRL and no one nowadays bothering to listen to demos, its pointless even trying.

Oooooohhhhh .... and ....

'I also happen to be a complete enigma - a westernised gay Indian and atheist male - having been told my entire life that 'Indian people can't make music', or when trying to express my desire and passion to others 'Oh wow ... You make music? Let me guess, you write Bhangra / Bollywood music?'. This has caused me to struggle with self doubt due to the relentless onslaught of racial stereotyping I was always faced with, causing insecurity, lost opportunities, and a complete abandonment of chasing my dreams.

As such, I have been unable to find the confidence so far to attempt to build a following or promote myself, only sharing my music with my online friends. I also struggle with autism, and unfortunately would require long term guidance and mentorship from someone who is both assertive, and pushy enough to match my savant level of musical ability and skill, along with professional training to maximise my music production and vocal abilities. I am unable to drive due to poor physical co ordination and have low income from benefits only - but would be eligible for return to work funding from the DWP if any job opportunity even just an internship was offered to me.'

Lol, I'm going all out on 'AI speech maxing' with my newfound superpowers.

Hmmm this is a confident and assertive description to add to my introduction when emailing more music companies -

'I write and compose in style of perfect blend between Alicia Keys and Norah Jones - passionate and romantic soulful jazz, yet blended with my rhythmically perfect mastery of ragtime and striding bass piano. I am sitting on at least 3 albums worth of leading tracks, each one of at least and greater calibre than my current provided demos.'

Originally posted by smoking addiction:

breath taking

Pussy. I can't believe you enjoy my passionate&romantic soulful jazz blended with my mastery of ragtime and striding bass piano.

I've emailed a couple of music groups in the UK to try and get help with finding management and studio time as a writer and training to unlock getting better and mixing and mastering, but it will cost me a lot of money. Another music degree would also cost more money and I already have one.

I'm being full mode assertive now. I've unlocked my full autistic superpowers by adding my newfound savant level mastery of language and communication thanks to AI with my existing musical savantry.