Logs are in your_steam_folder\steamapps\common\tModLoader\tModLoader-Logs

client.log is the file you're looking for

alright i will send a log now, new log below

Hm yeah this log doesn't have very much information. Are you running this mod without any of the optimizations in the config? If so, there's no chance of a crash from a SpriteBatch -- the issue is probably with another mod or at least an incompatibility.

Is this the first exception in the log or the last one? You should be sending the first one if you aren't already.

i believe thats the last one, im using the optimization from the configs too

[21:21:11.283] [Main Thread/DEBUG] [Terraria]: Device Reset, Adapter: Sceptre L24, DisplayMode: {{Width:1920 Height:1080 Format:Color}}, Profile: HiDef, Width: 1920 -> 800, Height: 1080 -> 720, Fullscreen: True, Display: \\.\DISPLAY1
[21:21:11.285] [Main Thread/WARN] [tML]: Silently Caught Exception:
System.InvalidOperationException: Begin has been called before calling End after the last call to Begin. Begin cannot be called again until End has been successfully called.
at Microsoft.Xna.Framework.Graphics.SpriteBatch.Begin(SpriteSortMode sortMode, BlendState blendState, SamplerState samplerState, DepthStencilState depthStencilState, RasterizerState rasterizerState, Effect effect, Matrix transformMatrix) in D:\a\tModLoader\tModLoader\FNA\src\Graphics\SpriteBatch.cs:line 284
at DMD<System.Void Terraria.Main:DoDraw(Microsoft.Xna.Framework.GameTime)>(Main this, GameTime gameTime)
at HighFPSSupport.TickRateModifier.OnDraw(orig_DoDraw orig, Main self, GameTime gameTime) in HighFPSSupport\TickRateModifier.cs:line 65
at Hook<System.Void HighFPSSupport.TickRateModifier::OnDraw(Terraria.On_Main+orig_DoDraw,Terraria.Main,Microsoft.Xna.Framework.GameTime)>(Main , GameTime )
at SyncProxy<System.Void Terraria.Main:DoDraw(Microsoft.Xna.Framework.GameTime)>(Main , GameTime )
at Terraria.Main.Draw_Inner(GameTime gameTime) in tModLoader\Terraria\Main.cs:line 52843
at DMD<System.Void Terraria.Main:Draw(Microsoft.Xna.Framework.GameTime)>(Main this, GameTime gameTime)
at Hook<System.Void GumGum.System.UIRedirectionSystem::InterceptCharacterCreationMenu(Terraria.On_Main+orig_Draw,Terraria.Main,Microsoft.Xna.Framework.GameTime)>(Main , GameTime )

Yeah this is just a crash in vanilla code, there isn't much information as to what's responsible for it.

Does this still happen if you disable the optimizations, or other mods? I see there are other mods loaded, it's likely that there's an incompatibility.

i have optimizations enabled, have other mod configs default